We’re into the first "real" day of Winter Break (real, in that it’s not the weekend) and it’s amazing how — with a few days off — I can feel the muscles in my back and shoulders start to actually give. I spent yesterday watching the Eagles game with SLA teacher Matt Baird, and we both talked about how liberating it was to be able to watch a football game on a Sunday afternoon without the specter of Monday morning hanging over us.
This isn’t news to any teacher reading this, as I’m sure there are a great number of folks reading this over the break, staring at the pile of papers that they brought home thinking, "I’ll start that tomorrow…" and knowing that the few days of peace have to be enough to saddle up for the coming winter months which can, well, drag a bit. (I never realized how wonderful the February Winter Break that NYC gets was until I didn’t get it anymore.)
One of the hard things about the teaching life… and the administrative life… is learning how to manage the ups and downs of the life of school. I think that remains the part of teaching that is so hard to explain. How do you explain to folks what it means to have a class that just hums along, where you can feel kids pushing things forward? How can you explain what it does to you when a student comes to you with a problem that you can’t solve? When the best you can do is commiserate with them, knowing how hard the road they have in front of them is?
At SLA, we talk a lot about teaching with the ethic of care… about making sure that we care more about the kids in front of us even more than we do about the subjects we teach. But sometimes that means that the emotional toll can be tough to take… and that’s not even considering what it means to start a school. The last week of school, folks were dragging — and this was coming off of a month where many of us worked two of three weekends in a row — and it was time for a break. And the thing is, while our version of the story may be unique to us, there are teachers all over the world with similar stories this time of year.
So as we all enjoy a break from the day-to-day of school life, my wish for everyone is a healthy, wonderful, restful winter break, filled with friends and family and much needed sleep. If you have time to write that blog entry or two that you’ve been meaning to write, great… if not, that’s o.k. too. We’ve all earned it.